Saturday, August 5, 2017

Accepting Problems and Be Happy


My mood booster



I dunno why..  within this week I felt jump into many insecurities, baperan  tingkat dewa as a subordinate (kaget karena biasa one man show), and I start became a disgruntled (yea it's bad), and good news for this week my period made it into worst double level, and my face looks like very unhappy and sullen when at the office.

People now tired to show me the positive vibes.

I want stop. It's not me. It's not Bella. I want to let them out now.

Realize and mirroring, Hey  it's not good for you Bells.

I knew it's unhealthy.

I knew instead lost my self and lack of happiness, I also lost some of my close-est and crazy friends.

I need to detox them and let's hurry to clean up these toxic

I want to fix them before it's too late, before they became a monster into my (happiness) personalities.

So, finally, starting by today, I just had a good conversation with my bestfie -*weap tears * lol* Windy. Thank you ya ceceu selalu ada selalu nyemangatin. And pure honest  advice from Oknum G. It's true G, I felt so sorry, that told you about my (most) unnecessary stories that ruin your good week..


I am just human G.


Quick Solutions:

Dont's

Baper. Usahain ngurangin baper dan ngebiasaain buat tahu kalau latar belakang budaya orang tuh beda beda, ga bisa semua orang tuh halus

Give a sh*t with your own problems Bells, people didn't care about that

Do's

Accepting my own problems and just face it. Everything shall pass right? :))

Be patience. It's time for my maturities wants to grown up and pass this problem at the soonest

Be happy: akhirnya tadi ikutan ke Senci makan sushi tei bareng rafi, jihad, bimo sama mba reni. Bisa ketawa ketawa lagi :) happy lagiiih

Buy something for mood booster or reward your self : dari sushi tei kesini beli starbuck coffee late dan nulis blog sekarang
Just accept it :) jangan ngegerutu sama kerjaan. Kerja mah ibadah.. Inget ajah.. Proses sama dengan hasil...

Nelfon mamah sering sering biar wise juga, dan bersyukur sama hidup


and berSEMANGAT!

Bersyukur! Biar bahagia

Prove that you can Bels (kek Obama campaignnya)

Well, still unbelievable, I shock that I found my very wise article on my Medium and it has been 2 years ago, click the full stories on https://medium.com/@bellacitra/menerima-cb455c99ef99

Well, liefs sometimes unpredictable..

Hopefully my happiness will more and more happier starting on tonight..

Ngajaaar anak anak lagiii yeay :)

Belajar pajak yeayyyy mulai mingdep #challengeyourself

You only 25 y.o. dont rush your life with overthinker. baper. And just filled it with happiness and good responsibilities. Always proud. And dont forget you should learn, learn and courage always.




Circa 2010-2013

"Ujian di usia yang di quarter life crisis
 dan diambil tanggung jawabnya untuk diri sendiri dan berdampak besar untuk orang lain. Selain menerima. Kita juga tahu menghadapinya bukan dengan hal yang negatif lagi. Tapi gimana bisa ngelakuin kesempatan kedua ketiga keempat itu dengan melakukan yang terbaik. Ini path-Nya dari kuasa gini loh. Rizkinya lewat sini dulu loh. Tempatnya diselesain dulu loh di sini. Gitu aja sih. Kalau memang sudah bisa menerima… pelan pelan siapa tahu Tuhan berubah pikiran akan cara naik kelas yang lain. Umur segini sedang transformasi aja.. cara pandang kita yang belum berpikir: Hidup itu baik baik aja. Ada Tuhan. Ada Maha. Kalaupun diuji… Tidak akan melebihi pundak kita. Mintalah kekuatan di pundak kita ditambahkan juga ditambah hati yang luas buat menerima. Kalaupun ada sesorang yang begitu menyakitkan and amplify your work down… Biar Tuhan yang bekerja buat membalas-Nya. Tugas kita cuma menerima dan memperbaiki semua hal yang kacau jadi baik kembali kan. Jadi terimalah keadaannya itu terlebih dahulu. Jangan salahkan oknum L. If it’s not raise your life value to argue with her… buat apa sih? Mending makan spageti yang naikin berat badan signifikan. ya kan… yuk makannns"

#tulisanacakadut
11. 55 pm  August 4, 2017, Gandaria, Jakarta